I realized that I end up ranting like Adam Carolla, it's like, some things you shouldn't bring up in front of me because I have an opinion about it and I will tell you all about it even if you don't want to hear about it. And I have theories on things that aren't like crazy amazing theories of great intelligence but they matter to me.

Adam Carolla you are my hero :)

Dad

Don't normally remember my dreams, but I woke up this morning with a chill in my spine. I was talking to my dad on my cell phone as I was driving as he was dying and I was in Grass Valley. I couldn't figure out where he was and why I wasn't able to get to him but I was frantically driving to get to him but I had no idea where he was. He was just telling me he loves me and he's proud of me and he wouldn't tell me what was wrong and why he was dying and it was like he was on autopilot and couldn't hear me crying or asking questions or anything.

Stupid dreams. Didn't like it one bit.

signs

I'm leaving, it's happening.


I have an interview with freaking DISNEYLAND! October 5th @ 9am


But I can't help but listen to everyone that keeps telling me to stay. It's making it so hard. I want to go, I need to go... But I'm extremely scared of all of this at the same time.


I can't stop now, the ball is too far in motion.

A dream come true....??

Yesterday I had all sorts of issues I felt naked because I left my cellular at home and went to Shann & Mike's so Shann could touch up my hair so I was just really uneasy not having my phone. Once I got home I had a couple of messages but nothing too important. I got online to check my email and to post up some pictures.....Guess who got an email to set up an interview with Disneyland?!

Ya, that's me :)


OMG

Could this really be happening?

new favorite

worst question ever

'what's on your mind? '